had my first tutor visit today which made me so nervous - my lecturer would tell you the truth but wouldnt really worry too much about hurting your feelings - but it all went ok in the end. So i can go in tomorrow and tell the secretary that i dont need her to beat up my lecturer...

This morning was awful - bus didnt come, phoned a taxi, taxi didnt come, ran to the shop to buy class sweets for the treasure hunt we were doing in maths - huge queue, had to ask the load of bloomfield girls if i could jump it because i was still watching out for the taxi - turned out it was my friends little sister (& a kids club leader in Dundonald) and she let me in - finally a bus arrived so had to phone school and tell them id be late - had horrible visions of lecturer beating me into school but didnt need to worry cos i got in first- but then was flustered for the whole morning.

But God had the whole thing sorted. Hopefully tomorrow there will be a bus.

Realy enjoying TP - so much better than Stran classes although really dont see how teachers have time to real lives - i guess they just dont do have the planning they are meant to or else someone else does it and gives them it.

Really excited about the kids big event in knock - so unbelievably excited, really looking forward to it - but just need to get on the ball with it. Also am hoping to take a group from knock to the doug horley praise party on 4th Dec - dont know how well itll go down though.... its a bit far.

but must go to bed now before i fall asleep here...

Night xxx