God is Good all the time
All the time God is good.

Last night was the talk at Speak in Ards. It went well, i think. From yesterday morning a large butterfly managed to lodge itself in my tummy, which was nice. And then it flapped around there all day, getting worse as it came up to tea time. I spent a good lot of yesterday watching the oc to take my mind off it and also so i could bring the season one boxed set to lend to michael. I had no desire to feed said butterfly so i didnt really eat tea, just picked. I pottered around the house trying to kill time before i went to ards and eventually got sick of waiting so stephen nicky and i were the first ones at the hall! Once i got there i calmed down a wee bit, but the butterfly was still flapping around.

People are always surprised by how terrified i get before things like this. I really am awful, yesterday i was convinced i was going to throw up at three different times throughout the day (i didnt.) But i suppose its better to be terrified than to go into something feeling really confident and cocky. At least when i'm terrified i know that its God doing everything and not me.

The entertainment last night was really good. They did a dutch auction - where you bid for a box but dont know whats inside it - it was hilarious, those guys definatley have more money than sense!
It was so funny!

Then Tina, Jud, Beattie and Michael interviewed me - quite nicely it has to be said, i was a bit scared of what they would ask, but it was fine. And then i did my talk which was ok, they seemed to listen and take in it, even if they think i'm rare cos i talked about Busted and McFly in my talk. I have say looking back - i enjoyed it (not all the nerves part, just actually the sharing God's message) But its not something i'd like to do more than once in a blue moon.