Today when i cried at a music video. Not really a normal occurence for me, although i do cry at pretty much anything. More surprisingly was the song that made me cry. It was All American Rejects and the song - dirty little secret. Its not really a song that i like, but Nicky sings it all the time around the house. Today i sat down and it was on The Box - Nicky said watch this so i did.

The video shows people holding up little cue cards that they have written a secret on. It made me cry reading the secrets that the people held up. Some of them were funny little secrets, but the majority were really heavy burdens. Really huge soul crushing secrets. And i know that its not real, but it just made me think about how even though we all walk around relatively happily most of the time that we are all broken people. It made me cry.

Also because the other day i was thinking about how the majority of conversations i have with my friends are really superficial. Not that i don't enjoy chats about the lastest episode of the OC/DR Who/Desperate Housewives but really i wish that more of my converstaions would be about things that really matter. I want to really know my friends - not just the trivia but the real things and also for them to know these things about me. I guess that this longing is just another sign of how i was built to know God - because he knows me so completely - including all my little secrets. He meets that desire that i have to be known.

Such a good video - normally the songs that i hear God in are Snow Patrol songs, today i was surprised in a nice way. Watch the video and you'll understand - its top of the bebo flashbox charts if you cant find it on google.

Heres the one that started the tears....